She will be loved
Monday, Aug. 01, 2005
gain
See, this is what happens when I start writing. A few days ago I was amazed that I hadn�t regained any weight, this morning I weighed myself and I gained 10 pounds. Usually, naked I weigh 178, this morning the damn scale said 188. I admit, I ate really crappy this past week, due to stress and having my period, but I didn�t think I ate that crappy! Maybe it�s just that all my slipups have finally caught up with me.I hope this is the kick in the pants that my motivation needs. Yeah, just as we venture into another heat wave, I�m going to try to exercise again, what timing! I rode my bike yesterday, probably only about 2 miles, and did a little bit of yoga last night, but that was the only exercise I�d done pretty much all week. I tried to bring myself to do something this morning, but sleep was more important. Tomorrow morning I�m really going to have to force myself.
And it wasn�t just a fluke with the scale this morning. I tried on a pair of size 14 pants that normally fit fairly comfortably, and they were so snug it was almost painful. I had to switch to size 16 and even with these on I�m aware of how much my belly is laying on my thighs like an inner tube.
And I am so gassy! No wonder my stomach feels like an inner tube, it�s pumped full of air!
Watching/Hearing/Listening to: a quiet office - it is Monday after all
Drinking: Diet Pepsi Lime
Wearing: dark brown pants and lemon yellow t-shirt