She will be loved

archives

Lyrics - Entries that are only song lyrics
Entries from the past - Entries that I come across when flipping through old journals. Generally dealing with my crushes and lovelessness, they're good for further emphasizing how pathetic my life truly has been.
Progress Prompts - Thoughts relating to weight loss and exercise. Helpful for staying motivated and focused. Also good when I have nothing else to say.
Friday Five

Sunday, Sept. 04, 2005 Jerk
Friday, Sept. 02, 2005 I can't read him
Friday, Sept. 02, 2005 phuck it
Thursday, Sept. 01, 2005 nothing makes sense
Thursday, Sept. 01, 2005 defeated
Thursday, Sept. 01, 2005 Dilemma
Thursday, Sept. 01, 2005 cigarettes
Wednesday, Aug. 31, 2005 wow, I'm talkative tonight
Wednesday, Aug. 31, 2005 That's it. No more cigs. Feels good to say that.
Wednesday, Aug. 31, 2005 picture
Wednesday, Aug. 31, 2005 Asshat
Tuesday, Aug. 30, 2005 4th entry of today
Tuesday, Aug. 30, 2005 his left hand (perverts!)
Tuesday, Aug. 30, 2005 Pounding headache
Tuesday, Aug. 30, 2005 Now I'm feeling insulted
Monday, Aug. 29, 2005 Reflection of my state of mind
Monday, Aug. 29, 2005 more thoughts
Sunday, Aug. 28, 2005 some thoughts and things I haven't mentioned
Saturday, Aug. 27, 2005 Gas, grass, or ass - no one rides for free
Saturday, Aug. 27, 2005 Friends
Monday, Aug. 22, 2005 Problem solved
Tuesday, Aug. 16, 2005 the awkward sweaty date
Tuesday, Aug. 09, 2005 I'll explain
Tuesday, Aug. 09, 2005 grow up!
Tuesday, Aug. 09, 2005 Frickin' Freaking Out
Monday, Aug. 01, 2005 gain
Monday, Aug. 01, 2005 gain
Saturday, Jul. 30, 2005 wink
Thursday, Jul. 28, 2005 Hi again
Wednesday, May. 25, 2005 Off!
Sunday, May. 22, 2005 Meetings
Wednesday, May. 18, 2005 The boy below
Wednesday, May. 11, 2005 shouldn't sex come before anal sex?
Tuesday, May. 03, 2005 waste
Saturday, Apr. 30, 2005 me again
Saturday, Feb. 26, 2005 Conflicting thoughts
Thursday, Feb. 24, 2005 buzzkill
Tuesday, Feb. 22, 2005 medications
Thursday, Feb. 17, 2005 George Foreman can squat on this
Sunday, Feb. 13, 2005 harder and longer
Sunday, Feb. 13, 2005 yay and ow
Wednesday, Feb. 09, 2005 PMG can be a good thing
Saturday, Feb. 05, 2005 Self-sabatoge
Tuesday, Feb. 01, 2005 double standards and pizza
Saturday, Jan. 29, 2005 It's always something.
Tuesday, Jan. 25, 2005 Damn, I hate these title things
Sunday, Jan. 23, 2005 Time to get started again.
Sunday, Nov. 21, 2004 whatever
Sunday, Nov. 07, 2004 weigh-in
Tuesday, Nov. 02, 2004 Abstinence '04 - No Bush No Dick
Sunday, Oct. 31, 2004 Weigh-in and other problems
Monday, Oct. 25, 2004 weigh-in
Thursday, Oct. 21, 2004 quick before a nap
Monday, Oct. 18, 2004 Weigh-in
Thursday, Oct. 14, 2004 gas in the middle of a roll-up
Sunday, Oct. 10, 2004 weigh-in
Sunday, Oct. 03, 2004 money problems and an overstocked kitchen
Thursday, Sept. 30, 2004 exhausted
Monday, Sept. 27, 2004 goals
Saturday, Sept. 25, 2004 Um...
Wednesday, Sept. 22, 2004 yeah yeah yeah, I've said it all before
Sunday, Sept. 19, 2004 mindsweeper
Wednesday, Sept. 15, 2004 nothing comes to mind
Sunday, Sept. 12, 2004 change
Sunday, Aug. 22, 2004 tomorrow
Tuesday, Jul. 13, 2004 weigh-in and stuff
Friday, Jul. 09, 2004 morning walks
Thursday, Jul. 08, 2004 just crappy
Thursday, Jul. 08, 2004 July Workouts
Monday, Jun. 28, 2004 weigh-in
Thursday, Jun. 24, 2004 Sweat, it's a good thing.
Monday, Jun. 21, 2004 Wiped (don't fret, it's not another entry about Beavie's ass)
Sunday, Jun. 20, 2004 weigh-in
Thursday, Jun. 17, 2004 Thursday
Wednesday, Jun. 16, 2004 TMI about Beavis
Monday, Jun. 14, 2004 weigh-in
Tuesday, Jun. 08, 2004 Maybe someday, maybe.
Monday, Jun. 07, 2004 intensity, not really
Monday, Jun. 07, 2004 Tsk, tsk, tsk. Whatta way to end the season.
Sunday, Jun. 06, 2004 weigh-in
Friday, Jun. 04, 2004 pointless
Thursday, Jun. 03, 2004 Splenda really is a godsend
Tuesday, Jun. 01, 2004 my abs were so sore today, yay!
Monday, May. 31, 2004 weigh-in
Monday, May. 24, 2004 weigh-in
Thursday, May. 20, 2004 it's counterintuitive to me
Monday, May. 17, 2004 weigh in, sigh
Friday, May. 14, 2004 yoga, pilates, and a routine
Wednesday, May. 12, 2004 a workout is a workout
Tuesday, May. 11, 2004 I Can Do!
Sunday, May. 09, 2004 weigh-in
Friday, May. 07, 2004 thinking of descriptions really sucks
Wednesday, May. 05, 2004 It put 4 pounds back on me.
Sunday, May. 02, 2004 weigh-in
Wednesday, Apr. 28, 2004 He said he loves me!
Wednesday, Apr. 28, 2004 chilly billy
Sunday, Apr. 25, 2004 weigh-in
Saturday, Apr. 24, 2004 Oops, I did it again.
Thursday, Apr. 22, 2004 The classic
Wednesday, Apr. 21, 2004 sweet Russell Stover, he's so good to me
Wednesday, Apr. 21, 2004 new workouts
Tuesday, Apr. 20, 2004 so sorry
Saturday, Apr. 17, 2004 webmail bastards
Wednesday, Apr. 14, 2004 travel plans
Sunday, Apr. 11, 2004 Weigh-in
Saturday, Apr. 10, 2004 feet
Thursday, Apr. 08, 2004 Fascinating stuff.
Sunday, Apr. 04, 2004 I guess that's what makes the good stuff the good stuff.
Sunday, Apr. 04, 2004 experimentation
Saturday, Apr. 03, 2004 whatta headache
Saturday, Apr. 03, 2004 Thanks Mom, just what I needed, more anxiety about the situation.
Friday, Apr. 02, 2004 some books to motivate me
Wednesday, Mar. 31, 2004 Bum bum, that's what I am.
Monday, Mar. 29, 2004 I want a do-over.
Sunday, Mar. 28, 2004 weigh-in
Saturday, Mar. 27, 2004 Gotta get back on track.
Thursday, Mar. 25, 2004 I wish I could remember the lyrics to the Bad Religion song Infected so that I could think of a more clever title
Sunday, Mar. 21, 2004 weigh-in
Saturday, Mar. 20, 2004 Sons-a-bitches!
Friday, Mar. 19, 2004 Huckie, again
Thursday, Mar. 18, 2004 weird dream and Kashi
Tuesday, Mar. 16, 2004 beans beans good for your heart, the more you eat the more you... GAIN!
Monday, Mar. 15, 2004 frustrations
Sunday, Mar. 14, 2004 shitty weigh-in
Saturday, Mar. 13, 2004 I guess kitty love will have to do.
Saturday, Mar. 13, 2004 grocery list
Friday, Mar. 12, 2004 endorphins and pulsing
Thursday, Mar. 11, 2004 I think the cheddar is better.
Tuesday, Mar. 09, 2004 maybe my body is rebelling
Monday, Mar. 08, 2004 I've been on it several times today
Saturday, Mar. 06, 2004 Jeez, imagine what a mega-bitch I would be if I wasn�t already taking anti-depressants.
Friday, Mar. 05, 2004 I don't like the big ones so much
Wednesday, Mar. 03, 2004 strap that man down and shove chocolate pudding down his throat
Tuesday, Mar. 02, 2004 Shoulda had a V8
Monday, Mar. 01, 2004 I think I need to get back to the strength training.
Sunday, Feb. 29, 2004 the end of South Beach Phase 1
Saturday, Feb. 28, 2004 Luka even popped up in one of my dreams.
Friday, Feb. 27, 2004 I can't even win at Freecell.
Wednesday, Feb. 25, 2004 I even kinda like it at times.
Tuesday, Feb. 24, 2004 I hope I'll be feeling this pain tomorrow, I love when my abs ache!
Monday, Feb. 23, 2004 Tell me what you think!
Sunday, Feb. 22, 2004 Yeah, that'll be my excuse.
Saturday, Feb. 21, 2004 another photo entry
Friday, Feb. 20, 2004 shopping list
Thursday, Feb. 19, 2004 Eleven new videos!
Thursday, Feb. 19, 2004 They think I'm like Supergirl or something.
Tuesday, Feb. 17, 2004 Honestly, though, I really don't care.
Sunday, Feb. 15, 2004 belly shots
Sunday, Feb. 15, 2004 in need of a new mindset
Sunday, Feb. 15, 2004 car and coochie problems
Friday, Feb. 13, 2004 whatever
Thursday, Feb. 12, 2004 new DVD player and - hopefully - washer resolution
Wednesday, Feb. 11, 2004 insert creative title here
Monday, Feb. 09, 2004 god, sometimes these things are so true!
Sunday, Feb. 08, 2004 the dumbass saga continues
Sunday, Feb. 08, 2004 killing the pain
Saturday, Feb. 07, 2004 I am such an idiot
Friday, Feb. 06, 2004 griping about hummus and shit
Wednesday, Feb. 04, 2004 down
Monday, Feb. 02, 2004 grumpnoid
Sunday, Feb. 01, 2004 messing around
Sunday, Feb. 01, 2004 another entry, but this is too cool
Sunday, Feb. 01, 2004 I hate trying to think of these
Saturday, Jan. 31, 2004 taco smell
Saturday, Jan. 31, 2004 um yeah
Saturday, Jan. 31, 2004 motivation
Friday, Jan. 30, 2004 keep on keeping on
Thursday, Jan. 29, 2004 nice and sweaty
Wednesday, Jan. 28, 2004 frustrations
Monday, Jan. 26, 2004 beginning of weight loss thoughts
Sunday, Jan. 25, 2004 200 Movies
Saturday, Jan. 24, 2004 Huckie update
Wednesday, Jan. 21, 2004 My Baby
Monday, Jan. 19, 2004 1 Idle Loner
Saturday, Jan. 17, 2004 a true sign of addiction
Friday, Jan. 16, 2004 nuttin honey
Wednesday, Jan. 14, 2004 5 days woohoo!
Tuesday, Jan. 13, 2004 zippity bop
Monday, Jan. 12, 2004 the edge
Sunday, Jan. 11, 2004 laundry
Saturday, Jan. 10, 2004 zibbidy

July - September, 2002 - unemployment leads to a new job leads to a little crush
October - December, 2002 - a little crush leads to a mega crush and new friends
January - March, 2003 - friends are lost, crush is lost, job is lost, new reasons to hate my life are found
April - December, 2003 - moved across the country, wanted to start a new life, ended up just immersing myself in work and not writing much
January - now, 2004 - new beginning