She will be loved
Friday, Sept. 02, 2005
phuck it
I appreciate everyone�s advice, but I did it anyway. I emailed him. I�ve just been sitting here torturing myself all day, after doing it all week, and I need to stop it. I need a resolution because it�ll be so much worse over the weekend. Here are my scenarios:Here�s the email (which I accidentally sent twice, dumbass, although he should be used to that from me):
Hi Kent. How've you been? We haven't talked since IKEA, so I hope I didn't offend you with my swearing when we got lost. :)
Some circumstances changed for me, so I ended up resubscribing with [site], to give it another try.
So I saw you were online and decided to say hi. Oh yeah, and I've been smoke-free for two days. It's been surprisingly easy!
Hope all is well with you.
- Shoop
Still fairly platonic, right? Is there really something so wrong with wanting to pursue a friendship from this guy?
Whatever results from the email, at least I�ll have more of an idea of how he regards me. Good or bad, at least I�ll have some better clue of whether this guy is truly an asshole or just inconsiderate.
Watching/Hearing/Listening to: typing, whispering, my fan
Drinking: water with raspberry ice crystal lite
Wearing: faded blue jeans, black short-sleeved shite, brown loafers