She will be loved
Friday, Oct. 07, 2005
thoughts
I just told a male that I wanted a no strings attached physical relationship with him, how many guys would shit to be given such an opportunity (I think I even may know a few who might even shit to be given this kind of opportunity with me - just suspicious behavior - losing a significant amount of weight allows you to see the way you change in people's opinion in you, their comfort level, the way you interact - that's all I'm saying)? And here this opportunity is being given to someone who is 99.9% likely to be a 37 yr old (and actually, he looks way older than that) virgin.I'm going to see the 40 Year Old Virgin tonight. It plays late at a nearby theater. If he contacts me in time, I'll see if he can meet me.
I'm feeling so bold. My cheeks are on fire from blushing so bad.
I like this feeling.
It's powerful.
Watching/Hearing/Listening to: same
Drinking: same
Wearing: same