She will be loved
Friday, Oct. 07, 2005
freaking
I sent him another text saying that now I was questioning whether I should have sent it, and to let me know how he felt either way.My phone has rung twice, neither I wanted to answer and neither were Matt, but my heart leaped each time.
Shit.
This guy is fugly. But he's good on the inside. But we have nothing in common, he's boring.
A guy has to be 2 out of those 3 for me to be attracted to them (physically appealing (and what I find appealing isn't mainstream), a good person, or fascinating - I have the same requirements for my friends, BTW). But he's only 1 of 3.
Requirement: lights off as much as possible.
He doesn't drink, and can't handle smoke because of asthma, so it's very unlikely for us to be in a situation where I'll have beer goggles (or actually, midori-sour or rum-and-diet-coke goggles).
Watching/Hearing/Listening to: same
Drinking: same
Wearing: same